It’s been several weeks now, since I basically told everyone that I quit this whole spiritwork/Otherworld life business. I recognize that I probably could have handled it a little better than I did, especially the whole “I can’t do this anymore” realization.
I haven’t quit my spiritual life entirely, though I’ve taken the shrine to our Family/the Otherworlds down. I still have my shrine to my Husbands and our marriage(s) up, and I spend some time talking there before bed if I have the energy to do so.
I’ve been journaling a lot more, a mix of writing letters to my Husbands, and keeping track of my life and mental health. I’ve been using prayer beads more when at the shrine; having something I can touch while talking to my Beloveds helps me stay grounded when talking with them.
So that’s just a brief update about what’s going on.