When J first stepped back into my life, I got some outside divination about our relationship. The reading (the cards, J’s comments, and that J kept sending the diviner love songs when asked about me) made it clear that he has romantic feelings for me. Another thing the reading talked about was exploring our relationship and the feelings (both past and present) between us, but I wasn’t sure how to do that.
Today I found a journal that I had bought several years ago but hadn’t written anything in. I grabbed my pendulum and asked J if writing would be a good way to explore our relationship and feelings. He said yes, it would be; especially since when I write by hand I tend to write much more freely.