This is a post I never expected to write.
I never thought I’d write about my Beloveds leaving–being gone briefly, yes, but not leaving my life completely.
I’ve mentioned in other posts that they’ve been more distant lately, that there are things going on in the Otherworlds that have had their full attention. This is true, but there’s more going on than that (I feel vulnerable enough simply stating that they’ve left, so I won’t say what their reason for leaving is/was.)
I have a timeline of how long they’re going to be gone for, and it’s for much longer than usual. I may get small signs from them, but they’re going to be mostly out of the picture as far as my spiritual life is concerned, until their return.
We will always be in your Heart, they said, and you will be in ours.
I want to write more but don’t know what, just that I feel numb, and sad.
This is…not the way I expected (or wanted) the year to end.
I just wanted to write a brief post explaining what was going on.