When I feel as though I am a cracked mirror,
you are there to hold me close as I fall apart.
This feeling of being shattered hurts, Beloved
I might be multiple people all crammed together,
I feel as though I have always been faking who I am
yet you’re still with me, even as I take three steps
backwards in healing. I need a guidebook for how to
be a polytheist and dissociative, is that too much to ask?