The last two years, I’ve done a devotional writing project over the month of December. Last night, I sat down at my shrine and asked if I should do it this year.
The Queen showed up, and we ended up talking about my depression and the emotional flashbbacks that I’ve been having. She said that if I do this project again this year, to look at my motivations for doing so. She suggested that I don’t do it with anyone specific in mind [last year I wrote for Winter’s Sovereign,] but more for Darkness overall, to writhe about the values and things I’ve learned.
I pulled out my general Darkness tarot, and it backed up what the Queen said. Right now I’m learning towards doing the project, but I’m also giving myself permission to not need to write every day.