I have about 550 yards of red yarn, and…I’m facing a problem with it.
You see, it was going to be a poncho dedicated to [the Dreamer’s father.] Magically, it was going to function as a sort of shield, and a reminder that [this deity] cared for me.
My Spouse and his father became estranged two years ago, the type of estrangement there’s no going back from (in support of my Beloved, I cut all contact with [this deity] as well.) In August of 2018, we received word that [this deity] had passed away, which brought up a lot of mixed feelings for us all (especially the manner of his death, which was awful.)
I don’t know what to do with the yarn, but I know that making the poncho is out of the question. I’m not sure if I’m even *ready* to use it, but I wanted to write this (and ask if anyone has ideas) while it was on my mind.