- My Queen likes her coffee black
- She has Long Term plans for me
- That includes an oath, on Halloween of 2020
Day 20 was a conversation with your deity, and what the Queen and I talked about felt much too personal to post online. I’m posting two pieces today because the wi-fi has been off and on the past two days.
Day 21: How has your relationship with your deity changed over the course of this challenge? Has it stayed the same? Have the two of you gotten any closer? Are you pleased with the results?
I would say that the Queen and I have gotten closer as a result of the challenge. We’re both happy with the results of the challenge, and I’m really glad I did it.
Day 19: Set aside some quality time for you and your deity. Using a communication method of your choice, discuss the events of this challenge with them. Tell them why you took up this challenge. Ask for their opinion of all of the work you put into it. Discuss their response.
[After checking that she’s available to talk]
What did you think of my doing the challenge overall?
King of Wands
She’s happy about it, and thinks that this has been a good way for me to take charge of my own devotional life.
I began this challenge to learn more about you, before becoming your devotee.
The Chariot (rev.)
I sensed a nod from her, and she’s reminding me that becoming her devotee is a slow process, like the growth of a tree.
Day 18: More research! Today, research the deities that are either related to or close to your deity.
The King of All Darkness is her twin brother. They’re not related through blood in the biological sense, but through a blood oath and rune magic.
The Lady of Grain and Sunlight is her adopted daughter. She’s a dying-and-rising goddess that rules over the Wilds, and is very close to her mother.
The Great Tree is her Parent in the mythic sense. Her actual origins are something I know very little about, though she commented that the accident [link] when I broke a branch off the Tree statue makes it looks like she’s coming from the tree.
The Far Ones are her Parents in truth, and the reasons They had for forming her are Theirs alone.
Day 17: How did your deity respond to the different offerings you gave? Discuss their response.
I pulled out the music divination to ask her about it.
Are you available to talk?
“Awakenings,” by Symphony X
Upbeat song, so yes.
What do you think of the offerings I’ve made for you with this challenge?
“Nothing Like the Rain,” by The Awakening
Upbeat song, so she likes them. From the lyrics, I get the feeling that my healing work is the better offering, rather than anything I can put on her shrine.
Okay, I may draw you a picture once I find my sketch book.
“A New Dawn to Rise,” by Blutengel
Upbeat goth song, she likes the idea.
I was squinting at the goth songs, since that’s her twin’s favorite style of music. She then pointed out that that’s a style of music that brings me comfort, and that I feel the most like “myself” with.
How will their opinion of these offerings influence future offerings you make to them?
I’m going to do what I’ve been doing, my morning/evening prayers to her, and occasional offerings such as art or music as I feel drawn to do so.
I’m skipping day 14, since I can’t find my sketch book, and day 15 because I couldn’t get a moodboard to work on WordPress.
Day 16: Create a song list that makes you think about your deity. Give a brief reason for choosing each song, and provide links to youtube videos for other people to enjoy! You can devote the energy you put into this project as an offering for your deity.
I’ve been looking forward to this, because music is one of the main ways I connect to Otherworld People.
This is a video heavy post, so the rest is under a cut.
Day 13: Write a poem for your deity. Use you compiled list of information as inspiration. Give the poem to your deity as an offering.
Mushrooms exist in a state of decay,
and this, too, is a part of life.
That growth slowly rotting, the pain
in my Heart falling away, to bear
the clean bones of my suffering.
Mother Death, help me know
freedom and joy in Light.