Quick Update

With my children [link] being born nearly four weeks early, my fallow time is now over.  It’s needed for me to be able to not only sense the twins, but to be able to travel Over There (when I have time/spoons) to be able to help out with raising them.

My deity Beloveds and I/Other Me not only have the support of the rest of the Royal Family, but Jake and Trev’s families are helping as well.  I do have ways to spend time with them Here, which helps tremendously with the Overwhelm of emotion I’m experiencing about being a father now.

I don’t know how much (if anything) I’ll write about the twins in public, but I wanted to write a brief post about the major change in my life (I consider it a change in my life Here as well, because oh wow is being a father now–even if my children are in the Otherworlds–shifting my perspective on things.)

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New Life

Starlight and Sunlight,
born out of nothing but Love,
welcome to Darkness, little ones.

Death, Mother of All (Devotional December)

This was going to be a poem *for* the Queen, then it turned into a poem where I rambled to her about upcoming evens in my Otherworld life.  I guess this poem also doubles as the official announcement that my deity Beloveds and I are planning on having children (which I vague blogged about (link) earlier this year.)  I don’t know how much I’ll write about that going forward, but this poem makes it pretty obvious, and they’re okay with me mentioning it in public.


Darkness is changing, Mother, I feel it
even a world away.  The vision of my children,
and the recent crowning of the Future King, what is
this all leading to?  I pray that these new lives do not
have Fate weighing them down from birth, that they
may be children, that they are simply innocent lives
over the years in my arms.  Darkness is not demanding
these children, they are born of Love, yet I feel the Land almost
holding Its breath, as though waiting to see how we Three Kings are
equipped to handle being fathers.  I will not have so-called “destiny”
resting on our children’s shoulders, for in that is nothing but burdens
ones who are so young must never carry.  I find that I am longing to be a
father, I’ve had many dreams and visions giving confirmation, yet I am
anxious about their arrival into the world of Darkness.  I pray that their
lives are filled with nothing but Love, Mother.  I pray that I am able to
love them as they need to be loved, even Here, a universe away.